五十度灰未删减电影完整版（五十度灰未删减版+时长）

For the first time in my life, I voluntarily go for a run.

我长这么大以來，第一次发自內心想去慢跑。

I find my nasty, never-used sneakers, some sweat pants, and a t-shirt.

我找出从沒穿过、脏兮兮的慢跑鞋，几条运动及T恤。

I put my hair in pigtails, blushing at the memories they bring back, and I plug in my iPod.

將头发扎成南条一想到就让我脸紅的麻花辦，接著将iPod耳机戴上。

I can&#;t sit in front of that marvel of technology and look at or read any more disturbing material.

我无法再坐在那高科技机器前面看或读进任何恼人的資讯了。

I need to expend some of this excess, enervating,energy.

我需要耗掉一些过量的精力。

Quite frankly, I have a mind to run to the Heathman hotel and just demand sex from the control freak.

我其实有点想跑去希斯曼酒店要求那个控制狂和我上床。

But that&#;s five miles, and I don&#;t think I&#;ll be able to run one mile,let alone five,

但那儿有八公里远，我应该连一公里都跑不了。

and of course, he might turn me down which would be beyond humiliating.

況且他有可能拒绝我，那時我绝对会无地自容

Kate is walking from her car as I head out of the door.

我出門门時凯特刚从车上下來，

She nearly drops her shopping when she sees me.

看到我這身装扮差点失手把买回來的东西全掉在地上。

Ana Steele in sneakers.

安娜·史迪儿穿着球鞋耶!

I wave and don&#;t stop for the inquisition.

我向她挥挥手继续往前走，不给她发问的机会。

I need some serious alone time.

我必須自己一个人靜一靜。

Snow Patrol blaring in my ears, I set off into the opal and aquamarine dusk.

‘雪警合唱团’的歌声在耳边响起，我向那泛著海蓝与乳白的暮色走去。

I pace through the park. What am I going to do? I want him, but on his terms? I just don&#;t know.

我快步穿过公园，接下來该怎么做?我想要他,但要照他的条件吗? 我真的不知道。

Perhaps I should negotiate what I want.

或许我应该找他商量一下我想要的部分，

Go through that ridiculous contract line by line and say what is acceptable and what isn&#;t.

逐條检视那份荒谬的契約。讨论哪些我可以接受，哪些办不到。

My research has told me that legally it&#;s unenforceable.

网络调查告訴我，這份契约在法律上属于不可強制执行的种类。

He must know that.

他心里一定有数，

I figure that it just sets up the parameters of the relationship.

我想契約只是为彼此間的关系規定一些变数。

It illustrates what I can expect from him and what he expects from me --

說明我能从他那里得到些什么，以及他想要我做的事。

my total submission.

让我全心的服从。

Am I prepared to give him that? Am I even capable?

我准备好要对他付出一切了吗?我做得到吗?

I am plagued by one question -- why is he like this?

有个问题让我百思不解:他为什么喜欢這种方式?

Is it because he was seduced at such a young age? I just don&#;t know. He&#;s still such a mystery.

是因为他年纪轻轻就遭到引诱吗?我真的无法理解，对我來说他始終是个迷。

I stop beside a large spruce and put my hands on my knees, breathing hard, dragging precious air into my lungs.

我停在一棵大杉树旁，双手撑著膝盖大口呼吸，让珍貴的空气进入我的肺部。

Oh, this feels good, cathartic. I can feel my resolve hardening.

哦，感觉真好，真是神清气爽，我感觉自己的决心正在增强。

Yes. I need to tell him what&#;s okay and what isn&#;t.

沒错。我需要告诉他哪些可行，哪些不行，

I need to email him my thoughts, and then we can discuss these on Wednesday.

我得先写封Email告诉他我的想法，星期三才可以就此加以讨论。

I take a deep cleansing breath, then jog back to the apartment.

我深深吸入一口干净清爽的空气，慢跑回到公寓

Kate has been shopping, as only she can, for clothes for her holiday to Barbados.

凯特刚为巴貝多之旅进行了大采购，

Mainly bikinis and matching sarongs.

大部分都是比基尼和成套的沙龙裙。

She will look fabulous in all of them, yet she still makes me sit and comment while she tries on each and every one.

她穿上任何一件都必定艳光四射，但她还是要我坐下來对她展示的每一套衣服給予建议。

There are only so many ways one can say - you look fabulous Kate.

一个人很难用太多种词汇形容——妳看起來真是漂亮好吗?凯特小姐。

She has a curvy, slim figure to die for.

她的身材姣好，曲线曼妙且苗条修长，

She doesn&#;t do it on purpose, I know,

虽然我很清楚那不是刻意锻炼出來的。

but I haul my sorry, perspiration clad, old t-shirt, sweat pants, and sneakers ass into my room on the pretext of packing more boxes.

但我还是假借要继续打包的理由，穿著一身汗湿的旧T恤、运动裤和球鞋回到房里。

Could I feel any more inadequate?

我还能再自惭形秽一点嗎?

Taking the awesome free technology with me, I set the laptop up on my desk. I email Christian.

我在桌上架好那部高科技笔电，写信给克里斯欽。

From:Anastasia Steele

寄件者:安娜塔希娅·史迪尔

Okay, I&#;ve seen enough. It was nice knowing you. Ana

很好·我已经看夠了。很高兴能有机会认识你。安娜。

I press send, hugging myself, laughing at my little joke. Will he find it as funny? Oh shit-- probably not.

我按下一传送件，环抱住自己，为这小玩笑而暗自窃喜，他会觉得有趣嗎? 糟糕——可能不会

Christian Grey is not famed for his sense of humor.

克里斯钦·格雷并不是以充满幽默感闻名的。

But I know it exists, I&#;ve experienced it.

虽然我知道他具备这种特质，我亲身经历过。

Perhaps I&#;ve gone too far. I wait for his answer.

或许我玩得有些通头——我等著他回信

I wait... and wait. I glance at my alarm clock. Ten minutes have passed.

我等了……又等，瞥一眼闹钟。十分钟过去了。

To distract myself from the anxiety that blooms in my belly, I start doing what I told Kate I would be doing - packing up my room.

为了避免过度焦虑害我的腸胃绞成一团，我开始进行答应过凯特的事情-——打包我房里的東西。

I begin by cramming my books into a crate.

我著手把书塞进纸箱裡。

By nine, I&#;ve heard nothing. Perhaps he&#;s out.

到了九点，什么回音都沒有，他可能出门了吧?

I pout petulantly as I plug my iPod ear buds in, listen to Snow Pa- trol,

我不悅地戴上iPod耳机，开始听「雪警合唱团」的歌。

and sit down at my small desk to re-read the contract and make my comments.

坐在小书桌前重读那份契约并加上我的注解。

I don&#;t know why I glance up, maybe I catch a slight movement from the corner of my eye,I don&#;t know,

我不知道自己为什么要往上看，可能是眼角余光瞄到一丝动静吧。

but when I do, he&#;s standing in the doorway of my bedroom watching me intently.

但当我抬起头，发现他就站在我的房门口目光炯炯地盯著我。

He&#;s wearing his grey flannel pants and a white linen shirt, gently twirling his car keys.

他穿著灰色絨裤和白色亚麻衬衫,手里轻轻转着車钥匙。

I pull my ear buds out and freeze . Fuck!

我目瞪口呆地拉掉耳机。天!

&#;Good evening, Anastasia.&#; His voice is cool, his expression completely guarded and unreadable.

“晚安，安娜塔希娅。”他的声音冷靜,表情戒备且讳莫如深。

The capacity to speak deserts me.

我的語言能力遺弃了我。

Damn Kate for letting him in here with no warning.

該死的凯特,放他进来也不打声招呼。

Vaguely, I&#;m aware that I&#;m still in my sweats, un-showered, yucky,

我隐约想起自己依旧滿身大汗，还沒沖澡的身体臭烘烘的。

and he&#;s just gloriously yummy, his pants doing that hanging from the hips thing, and what&#;s more, he&#;s here in my bedroom.

他的裤子順著臀部服帖而下，看起來秀色可餐，本尊亲临我的卧室呢!